well im open, you're closed.

lost.
confussed.
unknown.

i feel.
like we are on two different pages.
you say yes i say no.
you say i say good bye,i say hello,

its funny.
how two people so into each other.
so in love
so in sync

can fall apart like this.


i feel like we are opposites.

but like they say.
opposites attract.
its true.
if we were the same i would be bored.


i mean love is a battle.
to love is to be brave.
love is tragic.
love is impure.
love is whatever you want it to be.

and i want it to be
different.

whimsical.

spontanious.


i want a love worth fighting for.

one that i can live with.
cant live with out


lets face it i dont know why you like me.
i dont like me
so if you were exactly like me
i wouldnt liek you..


confussed.?
think about it.

any ways.
im confussing myself..


what i mean to say is that i love you.
yes we are different.
and we dont always agree.

but Howie Day says....
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide