I Love You But...

I love you but...
i feel like you havent spent enough time with me.
like your always with them
but when you wanna chill i have to drop everything and rush over.
like i dont get it
i have a life outside from you too
but it seems like right now when i need you, your not there.

i love you but....
its kind of annoying me a little.
i try to make plans.
didnt work.
you called late.


i love you but...
youve mentioned her quite a bit since her break up.
i trust you but i cant help after someone mentioned it.
i trust you but its always in the back of my mind

i dont mind you spending time with other people
im not controlling at all.
but you are to a point i love you but....
you do act hypacrytical.
you say no guy friends for you.
yet you can have 100000000 girl friends
i never mention boys
but you do often.
you want to hang outi come over ASAP.
if i dont you guilt trip me into feeling like crap
i want to hang out and you say your busy
or oaky maybe later
or well i got the boot leg we can watch it later.
like I WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU doing omething fun instead of lying in your bed mindlessly watching TV.


i love you.


i guess im just tired.
annoyed.
im sorry.
you know i love you.
more then anything.
i just miss you!

Thought i should keep you updated.

what im Digging....

1.Kris Allen
2. Heartless-Kris Allen
3. Good girls go bad- Cobrastarship+Leighton meester
4.Sahel + London
5. Making Clothes.
6. Ugly Betty Season Finale.. i cried.
7. Steve Madden shoes
8. SUMMER!!!!
9. Betsey johnson dresses
10. SUMMER!!!!!!

OMG :|

So im freaking out a lot now.
i feel like im in trouble for something i shouldnt be.
and im scared its gonna be big trouble/
they have assured me not.
and shes just annoyed.
but i feel like i may have offended the wrong person.
am i going to be in big trouble?

im scared.

Commes Des Enfants

So these are lyrics from the song Commes Des Enfants, which my BFF sent me VIA MSN and i love it its so cute so enjoi <3

Alors tu vois, comme tout se mele
Et du coeur a tes levres, je deviens un casse-tête
Ton rire me crit, de te lacher
Avant de perdre prise, et d'abandonner
Car je ne t'en demanderai jamais autant
Déja que tu me traites, comme un grand enfant
Nous avons trop rien, a risquer
A part nos vies qu'on laisse de coté

Et il m'aime encore, et moi je t'aime un peu plus fort
Mais il m'aime encore, et moi je t'aime un peu plus fort

C'en est assez de ces dédoublements
C'est plus dure à faire, qu'autrement
Car sans rire c'est plus facile de rêver
A ce qu'on ne pourra, jamais plus toucher
On se prend la main, comme des enfants
Le bonheur aux lèvres, un peu naivement
Et on marche ensemble, d'un pas décidé
Alors que nos têtes nous crient de tout arrêter

Il m'aime encore, et toi tu m'aime un peu plus fort
Mais il m'aime encore, et moi je t'aime un peu plus fort
Et malgré ça il m'aime encore, et moi je t'aime un peu plus fort
Mais il m'aime encore, et moi je t'aime un peu plus fort

Encore, et moi je t'aime un peu plus fort
Mais il m'aime encore, et moi je t'aime un peu plus fort
Et malgré ça il m'aime encore, et moi je t'aime un peu plus fort
Mais il m'aime encore, et moi je t'aime un peu plus fort
Et malgré sa il, m'aime encore, et moi je t'aime un plus fort
Mais il m'aime encore, et moi je t'aime un peu plus fort
Et malgré ça il, m'aime encore et moi je t'aime un peu plus fort
Mais il m'aime encore, et moi je t'aime un peu plus fort







which for those of us who fail french is...
so you see, as everything combines
from deep in your lips, i'm getting a headache
your laugh defines me (crit maybe from ecrire?), to let you go
before losing, to abandon
because i'll never ask you for that.
You've already treated me like a big kid
We've got nothing to lose
Besides our lives that we've cast aside


And he still loves me, and I love you a little more
But he still loves me, and I love you a little more

Enough of these loops
It's too hard to do otherwise
Because it's easier to dream without laughing
About what we can't do, never again to touch...
We hold hands, like children
Happiness on our lips, a little naive
We walk together, with a predetermined step
Until our heads tell us to stop

And he still loves me, and I love you a little more
But he still loves me, and I love you a little more

In spite of all that he loves me, and i love you a little more.





I'm with you that's a bit of a hard one to really get the context of. I've never heard the song, just a rough translation there. I suppose its about a love triangle....

that's what you get for waking up in vegas.

im bored.
i need a new.
a new style.
new make up
new music
new something.
its too predictable.
too normal.


i need change
i made a big change.

i still feel like im missing something

well im open, you're closed.

lost.
confussed.
unknown.

i feel.
like we are on two different pages.
you say yes i say no.
you say i say good bye,i say hello,

its funny.
how two people so into each other.
so in love
so in sync

can fall apart like this.


i feel like we are opposites.

but like they say.
opposites attract.
its true.
if we were the same i would be bored.


i mean love is a battle.
to love is to be brave.
love is tragic.
love is impure.
love is whatever you want it to be.

and i want it to be
different.

whimsical.

spontanious.


i want a love worth fighting for.

one that i can live with.
cant live with out


lets face it i dont know why you like me.
i dont like me
so if you were exactly like me
i wouldnt liek you..


confussed.?
think about it.

any ways.
im confussing myself..


what i mean to say is that i love you.
yes we are different.
and we dont always agree.

but Howie Day says....
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide